Hibernation *flashback

Awakened from deep sleep -__-

I don't know what to think, but I do remember one thing. Yes ! Thats one thing that always makes me wonder great until today.

On that day.. a week.. and in that month.

When everyone is busy studying to prepare for the UAN (national final's exam) I was silent, thinking, and maybe cry.

But I just followed the journey until the second time it took me very far.

I'm confused what to do when this question suddenly.

.

What if (?)

What if we were made for each other

Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream In my heart is where you'll be I'll keep waiting till we meet

What if were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
I write our names down in the sand

Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love, yeah
Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop
Oh, what if this real love
What if this real love

Oh, boy, you make my heart stop
You make my heart stop

Maafin aku Tuhan

Satu kali aku minta maaf padaMu, aku mohon ampun padaMu kau pasti selalu memaafkan aku. Tapi dia?
Mungkin beribu-ribu kalipun aku minta maaf dia susah untuk berkata "IYA AKU TULUS MAAFIN KAMU".

Maaf Tuhan, malam ini tugasku penuh dengan air mata.
Maaf Tuhan, malam ini aku menangis.
Maaf Tuhan, malam ini aku tidak bisa berkonsentrasi dengan tugasku.
Maaf Tuhan, aku tidak bisa menahan air mata yang jatuh untuk kesekian kalinya dihadapanMu.
Maaf Tuhan, kemarin dan hari ini aku mengecewakan (lagi) dia.
Maaf Tuhan, malam ini aku menangis karena kebodohanku sendiri.
Maaf Tuhan, aku selalu membuat kesalahan yang sama.
Maaf Tuhan, malam ini aku sangat kacau.

Jaga aku malam ini, esok, dan hari seterusnya.
Aku tergulai lemas malam ini diatas sajadahku :'(

about LOVE

There are things that don't want us to remove and there are people who don't want us to go. But remember, let go doesn't mean the end of the world, but the beginning of a new life.

Happiness is for those who weep.
Happiness is for those who have been injured.
Happiness is for those who have searched and tried.

Because they are able to appreciate, how important the people who have touched their lives.

Love is when you shed tears, but still cares about you.
Love is when he doesn't care about you, you are still waiting faithfully.
Love is when he began to love others and you can still smile.

If your love doesn't work, give yourself. Let your heart spread its wings and flew back to the wild again. Remember, you may find love and lose it. But when love is turned off, you do not have to die with him.

People who are strong not the ones who always win at everything, but they are still hard when they fall.
Somehow, in the course of your life, you will learn about yourself and someday you will realize that there should be no regrets in your life. Only a lasting appreciation of the life choices you've made that should exist in your life.

When you said to leave him, maybe he'll go for a while, giving you time to calm down. But at that moment, his heart will never leave you, and when he is away from you, he will always pray with tears.

More dangerous shed tears at the heart rather than the tears that come out of our eyes. Tears came out of our eyes can be removed, while the hidden tears that will scratch the wound in your heart that scar will never disappear.

There are times where you have to stop loving someone, not because people stop loving us or because he doesn't care about us. But when we realize that people would be happier if we let him go. But if you really love someone, don't we let go easily.
Fight for your love “Fight for your dreams”
That is true love. Unlike the principle of “Easy come easy go”
Better to wait for the person you really want rather than walk along the “available”.
Better to wait for someone you love than someone who “around you”
Better to wait for the right person, because life is too precious and too short to be disposed of only “a person who is not true”

Sometimes, someone you love is the person most hurt you, but the pain made it as a lesson for you love him with a sincere heart even hurt.

Utterance that comes out of someone's mouth may be truth or lies. We can say anything with our mouths. But the hearts and our feelings won't be lying.

illusion (re-post : syuri khodijah)

I'd never met you

and every time I ask you, why you always like won't meet me?

you always say the same words: can we not talk bout it?

oh my dear, I just wanna know your wholehearted

is you serious with me?

you always make me confused

if you just my hallucination,

if you just an illusion

i hope you'll never gone from my brain forever!

as I hope and dream

When I opened my eyes, close your eyes.
You know what happened?
(try to feel I'm in front of you)

I came with great expectations, it is emitted from the light in my eyes and maybe then your heart will open your eyes to see me smile :))

WOW kenapa aku (?)

entah tiba" kenapa yah aku?
denger lagunya Citra Idol - Kemenangan Cinta kok tau" air mata netes (?)
apa karena lagunya yang mendayu-dayu?
apa karena terharu suaranya citra yang terlalu bagus?
ato karena aku lebay? >> (ada bener'nyaa)
hahaha
BUKAN !
Aku denger lagu itu terus tiba-tiba netesin air mata karena KAMU sayang, aku nggak bisa tidur aku ngeblog tapi tetep aja pikiran aku mikirin KAMU terus. Aku pengen deket sama kamu :')
Kan nanti biar kita bisa semangat"in satu sama lain, kamu nyemangatin aku kuliah sampe SARJANA. Aku juga nyemangatin kamu ngerjain skripsi. hihi :*
Tapi kamu terus nyemangatin aku kok, aku juga gtu kan kan?

• Alone we can do so little, together we can do so much.

• I support you and you support me, and we will rise together.

• Behind every successful man is a surprised woman.

• Behind every successful woman is a suprised man.

(??)
wkwkwk

yaa Allah.. Kau pasti selalu dengar doaku, aku bertahan karena aku percaya dan yakin :')

The most obvious evidence of love is belief

Because of you..

Honestly bingung mau mulai darimana buat ngebahas topik yang satu ini :p
Tapi yang pasti aku bakal bilang semuanya yang kamu nggak tau!
Hey KAMU ya KAMU.. Kamu yang tiap hari nemenin aku tanpa ngeluh terimakasih yaa kamu udah nagajarin banyak hal sama aku, kamu udah bikin hidup aku berubah jauh lebih baik :)

Kamu tau?

Aku rajin solat karena kamu.. Aku inget bnget waktu baru-baru kenal kamu kita lagi chat kamu balesnya lama bgt trus kamu bilang abis solat makanya bales lama, dan itu berkali-kali selalu begitu. Yaa Allah.. Disitu aku mulei interest bgt sama kamu.. Karena aku nggak pernah deket sama cowok yang rajin solat. Aku malu soalnya kamu aja yang cowok solatnya rajin masa aku yang cewek nggak pernah solat, darisitu aku mulai rajin solat walaupun masih ada yang bolong-bolong kaya subuh sama isya. Tapi alhamdulillah sekarang rajin donk nggak ada yang bolong :)

Aku nggak pernah ngomong kasar dan kotor lagi karena kamu.. Kamu pasti inget kan waktu aku berantem sama orang di GC omonganku kasar bgt & kotor bgt, tapi pertama kamu diem aja sama sekali nggak ada comment. Dan lama-lama aku tau kalo kamu nggak suka bgt omongan kasar & kotor, makanya darisitu aku mulei ng'rem omonganku yg kasar & kotor.
Kalo aku ngomong 'Bego ato Goblok ato Tolol ato Asu ato Tai ato yg laennya' pasti kamu selalu bilang.. 'Hayoo..Ngomongnya yang bener bun' (hehehe kira-kira begitu, agak lupa)
Soalnya kamu juga jarangggggg bgt ngmong kata-kata itu kan bisa di itung setaon berapa kali :D
Dan sekarang aku jarang bahkan udah nggak pernah kan bon ngmong kasar & kotor (?)

Aku bukan ESYA a.k.a ECHA yang emosian lagi karena kamu.. Kalo dulu pasti emosiku berhari-hari dan lanjut ke bales dendam+omongannya udah nggak ke kontrol bgt.
Tapi kalo aku sekarang lagi kesel apa lagi marah apa lagi emosi kamu pasti yang ngademin aku(yemyemyem) alhasil emosiku cuma sebentar :)

Oya.. Aku juga rajin belajar bahasa Inggris karena kamu loh wkwkwk
Sampe kalo aku pergi berhari-hari, aku pasti kangen bgt sama kamus-kamus bahasa Inggrisku :D
Kamu pasti gatau kan aku pengen bgt ngalahin kamu yang jago bahasa Inggris itu, aku pengen bgt kalo aku ngomong bahasa Inggris sama kamu, kamu yang banyak salahnya bukan aku. Yaa tapi sekarang emang aku yang salah teruss :|

Abon, kamu itu udah jadi bagian penting dari hidup aku. Kalo aku nangis pasti kamu selalu buat aku tenang. Kalo aku lagi ada masalah kamu pasti selalu bantuin aku buat nyari jalan keluar dan solusinya. Kamu itu udah buat hubungan aku sama papah mamah nggak sejauh bgt dulu. Kamu selalu ngajarin aku kedewasaan. Kamu ngajarin aku jadi pribadi perempuan yang bener, yang nggak boleh kluar malem kalo uda lewat jam 9 malem.
Abon, kamu itu sosok laki-laki kedua setelah papah yang aku jadiin contoh dan panutan.
Kamu udah ngasih banyak bgt hal positif ke aku.
Kamu udah menyentuh hidup aku.
Kamu udah buat aku senyum ketika aku sedih.
Kamu yang ngebuat aku dapat melihat sisi baik dari segala hal dalam diri aku ketika aku jatuh.
Kamu yang nggak pernah nyakitin aku sama sekali.
Dan kamu yang sangat mengahargai aku.

Thank you very much muchy
BIG THANKS !

♥ echa SAYANG kamu :* ♥

WithLove :
Esya O.Z
05.18.47
22-06-2010
MySweetRoom

♥ bday bday abon yeyeyeyeye ♥

Well.. hahahahahaha haree ini bawaan gw ketawa" aja drii jam stngah 9'an page lah pas dia sms ampe skrng ne jam 23'an malem :D :D [ga jelass juga kenapa]

OK to the point jh m topik yg gw bwad d'judul.
jadii.. Hare ini itu Anag na Cantigh BIRTHDAY [yeyeyeyeye]. uda niat dari malem na tu mao ngucapin na tgl 19-02-10 pukul 23'an lah :D :D
sengajaa itu biar beda dikitt dari yg laen". hahahaha
hmm kea na berhasil deh ngucapin jam segitu soalnya mpe skrang gw blom juga ngucapin :p [maaf yaa abon ini skenario dari otak ca]
dari page sms'an kejaan gw mah ngliyatin jam mlo+ketawa" kgak jlass. lamaa bngett kea na jam 23. wkwkwkwkw

naahh..pas jam1'an tetangga gw dteng cii Dina. emg gw suru dia dteng bwat nmenin gw..
jam3'an abss gw solat eh tiba" otak gw ngasi ide konyol lagii :D
begini critanya..
gw : din ayoo capcuss anterin gw..
dina : kmna mba?
gw : beli donat
dina : bwad paan? dmna?
gw : itu cii kingkong ulang tahun. di j'co
dina : laah truss? donat na d'apain? qta yg mkan?
gw : iya iya..tpi d'foto dolo dkasi lilin yg kecil" itu lhoo.
dina : terusss?
gw : teruss nabrak din :| udaa ayoo bruan akh
dina : mba mnding lo beli jh tart yg kcil wgtu kea gw tu. beli donat jgn jao" uda mao ujan..dket ruma jh itu enag jga kuq
gw : yaoda ayoo kasi tao tmpat na.

--nyampe d'tempat kue tart--

gw : yg mna din? kuq kea cwe semua ne kue na? kn dia cwo?
dina : eh ni ada yg pake mobil"an ne mba..ni jh tpii kurg gede ntr lo m gw pastii kurng.
gw : yaoda akh yg ini ajah tpi keramean kgak yh?
dina : semua kue emg kea gni x mba kcuali lo bkin ndri tu.

--bayar k'kasir lgsg k'tmpat donat abiss beli donat pulang--
--nyampe ruma lgsg k'meja mkan dgn rebeka bnyak plastik kanan kiri--

dina : mba ribet amat lu akh.
gw : nyari korek gw
dina : itu ada kompor nyalain aja pake itu.
gw : oo iya yah.. hahahah :p

--berdua rebeka ngehias" kue yg gatau hak milik sapa :D--

dina : ok ok siap ne . wezzz keren yh mba? gw yg moto seneee
gw : yaoda cepet poto'in [rebeka buang plastik"]

--cekrak cekrek cekrak cekrek--

dina : mba lo juga poto donk m kue na.
gw : ogah akh blom mandi gw tampang kea pembokat ne.
dina : uda cii gpp sekali aja kue na baguss ne.

karena saya kalo poto itu ga bisa diem dan kbnyakan mau.. jadii tu poto ga ad yg jadii.
dan tao apa yg terjadii ?
lilin na uda pada lelehh k'donat"na . wkwkwkwkwkwk

--bdua ketawa"--

gw : eh ini gmna ni uda pada leleh uda ad yg jadii blomm cii?
dina : baru 3. wkwkwkwkwk
gw : yaoloh drtdi cuma 3? [sambill ngliyatin coklat d'donat yg uda kerebus agy sama lilin :D]
dina : mba itu mba stroberi m kcang na. lo cii beli lilin na gope 2.
gw : huahahahahaha aturan tdi make lilin mate lampu yh? uda buruan ngapa poto asal"an gpp dagh. asal jan kliyatan jh gw blom mandii :D

--rebeka poto" m dina juga--
--slesei juga akhrnya--

dan akhirnya kita pun memakan donat yang bnyak lelehan lilin na hahahahaha
alhmdllah sampe skrang gpp :p

ini dia potonya hahahahah
cuma 2 jadi nya :D
soo . THIS SISIT KUE MACEM" ala Chef Esya Quinn. hahaha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABONABON :*
ini kado ca :D :D
satisfactory or not ?
awass aja ampe kgak puass.. :P

' A short word that I will always hold in my life '

A brief word will I hold in my life.. I always make sure that the day will be there and will come :))

and the word is

♥ LET THE TIME THAT BRINGS US TOGETHER ♥